Friday, February 08, 2008

Time for a change



Love my job. No love the cool people that I get to hang out with. What I do is necessary and pointless to me. But very important to patients I help and the company I help suport with my actions.

Hate my life. No I don't hate my life. I hate that I am too weak and too stupid to fix it!!!

I hate my trailer. No I don't hate my trailer I hate its location.

I hate the 25 miles I drive each day to get to work. No its not he drive its the time I lose and the cramps in my legs from the mind numbing drive on the too crowded roads.

I hate my car. No I don't really hate my car. I hate how I have been forced to neglect it because of money.

I hate my income. No my income is acceptable it is the cost of insurance and the extra things you need to surrive.



I still love yarn.... I hope to love the things I make from it. I need to love it less and let a lot of it
go to a new homes and add something special to somebody elses lives.



It is time for a new path. I am taking time away from most of my email lists. From email in general. I need to crochet and knit for real. I always said "I get want to knit" it is finally time.



I will be in touch.

Tam